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jus some ranting as usual

*siighs.

i have given up completely.

that place is simply not for me.

no matter how hard i try to fit in, i simply cant.
ppf siggy stand.. too much pros. too much policies too much things that i cant fit in and dont wanna fit in..

*siighs.
i reall give up tying to fit in there.
i almost did smth really wrong this time..
almost broke some copyright policy things.
luckily was reminded and got it off in time..
i do feel ashame as a sig maker i should have taken note of these stuffs and yet i let them slipped off my mind esp... urgh* i cant think properly now. all i wan is a great image and whatsoever. urgh* i feel damn bad and sad.

*siighs .
suddenly felt lik the world is so big and i dont have a place to belong to.. seriously.. siighs* i dun really know what the hell am i to do now and what i should do now. been feelin so down..

shall mia from there i guess. siighs. what's more.. i cant fit in anw..

damn feelings.

emo-ism time!
afterall i'd prefer emo-in here since the url is : daunknownside (:
LMAO.

i had those feelings again.
the feeling of bein left out.
the feeling of siianx-ism.
the feeling of hatred
the feeling of lost
the feeling of loneliness
*dies

not only wat i felt when im with them, worst ; that day when our bus passed by NUH, i almost cried. seriously, C-R-Y. luckily i didnt. it's jus that that time, dad was admitted there and i went there quite often.
i wished, i really wish, i was still going there this very moment. i know it's painful and torturing for my dad. but at least, he'd still be alive. *siighs

sometimes i do wish time can turn back itself. i'd be in the arms of my loved ones. i'd be tgt with the ones i loved. they'd still be around me to smile and cheer me on.

seriously, u know the pain of losing someone u love. have u tried losing two of them at the same time? i've had it. it simply hurt madly. *siighs

emo finish le. time to smile again (:
LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!
NOT BRIGHT ENUF?
LOOK AT THE SUN THEN!
LOL.
*siighs

zzzz

lyk.. damn?
tis is nt e first tym tis feelin is building up again but..
i hate tat feeling..
the murderous feeling..
i know wat im capable of doin so i hate wat is building up..
so much for the influence i gotten since young huh?

violence..
hatred..
pain..
sorrow

siighs.
it's all a part of me - i'd admit.

but i hate them so i hide them.
i hate them so i neglect them.
i hate them so i dun show them.

happy-go-lucky; oppimistic; cheerful - perhaps they were all and act. = =
hypocrity (hwoever u spell that)..

shyt. this blog is SO nt my venting blog. but damn im lazy to log into wretch. oh well. the end :D

damn #2

LIK... LMAO?

my freaking profile is lyk longer than my posts so i am here to post another post :D

i swear im so gonna forsake this place soon enuf;
jus lyk wat i did to my wretch.

im nt a person with much memory space :D

i'll keep this blog as my ranting, philsolphy (HOW DO U SPELL THAT?) yeah kinda blog :D

wretch is my ranting cum emo-ing blog :D

BLOGGER is my everyday life blog :D

WOW.

to think i went to the extent of keeping my stuffs separated huh? XD

TESTING :D

okay. im so testing this cuz jermaine said it was JERMANINE-friendly YET he couldnt find the stupid edit post button :D

SO IM HERE TO FIGURE THIS OUT;

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11/10/07

jus some ranting as usual

31/08/07

damn feelings.

11/08/07

zzzz

10/08/07

damn #2

10/08/07

TESTING :D